It’s Becoming More Like Home

My Dear Friends,

Can it really be four days since I posted?  And I was going to post every day!  Life is busy, though, and I find myself needing naps.  I suppose that’s normal.  I have also continued to weed out STUFF, taking almost daily trips to the dumpster, Goodwill or the consignment shop.  So therapeutic this is.  I cannot even tell you how good it feels. 

It’s feeling like home here, and I find myself adapting, which brings about inner change.  Life is just that way.  Our minds and our bodies respond to our surroundings.  We encounter new things.  Maybe we like them, maybe we do not, but there’s suddenly a new normal.

Annie is loving it here.

She sprawls out on the floor with her deer antler and chews.  And chews.  And chews. 

It’s a sight to behold.  Did I say already that Annie is my baby and that she is the spoiled rotten fatso beagle of the universe?

Finally, after a prolonged photo shoot, she wonders what I am doing and she stands up to look at me.  Go back to your antler, Annie.

I have continued to put new little touches around the apartment.  Pictures of family members sit atop a round table that came from the old house (it’s a garden table) and makes a perfect end table for the loveseat.

Some things make me sad, like glimpsing something Michaela and I were in the middle of for homeschool and will likely never finish.  Do you remember our Prairie Tuesdays?  We started our nature plates back then and still pull them out sometimes to reminisce.   I am so thankful for the years we had together homeschooling.

It has been a beautiful day here.  Fresh baked cookies, which I cannot partake of, but John and Michaela enjoyed them.  Sunshine so bright it was hard to see the computer screen!  All of our clothes washed, dried, folded and put away.  A new collection of farm charms for the shop. 

Enjoy this day.

Complex Tour

My dear friends,

Would you take a little complex tour with me?  Now, this will not be complex as in difficult to understand, but as in apartment complex.  It could get complex, mind you, if we decide to analyze everything for the last two decades, but let’s just walk and enjoy, shall we?

I don’t have many new pictures so far, but I am wanting to take more and more as I go on my walks, so I can show you the things that speak to my heart.  There are things that do that here, in spite of my creatures and my beloved wildflowers and herbs being back on another street, in another yard.

Do you see any weeds?  No, I don’t either.  In all honesty, I am sort of enjoying this right now.  The grounds are kept rather meticulously (even if all the dog owners don’t always clean up after their dogs) and there is constantly someone, it seems, doing some kind of work around here.  At this point in life, it’s doing me good to rest.  To just BE.  I don’t need yard work at this point in life.  I don’t need to worry about what to compost and what to turn into tea.  I am finding solace in bright new teacups, covered in violets and roses, and a fresh box of Earl Gray from the local grocery store.  Indeed.

There are many beautiful shrubs here.  These, I think, are my favorites as far as traditional apartment landscaping goes.  I am taking copious mental notes (will this turn into a book?) on what I love and want to take always with me, even perhaps to a new home someday. 

Can anyone say thick planting?  Of course it is not too much for yours truly, whose biggest problem is probably that of cluttering things up.  No, not too much for me.

And my little Annie!  Where would I be without her?  She has been a constant companion.  I have to take her everywhere with me these days, so she won’t howl and get us kicked out.  We love our walks.  Here she is staring off at some strange sight.  There are numerous dogs here.  Annie loves it!  The grounds are large and well kept and it’s an easy walk in any direction.  And we do walk in any and every direction!

Must run for now.  I am thinking my two youngest children would like to get out of the apartment and get something new to wear.  Not much.  Perhaps a new skirt for my princess and new shoes or pants for John.  All is well.

Enjoy this day.

Annie-tainment

I just want you to know, so you won’t worry that I am moping and with nothing to do, there is no lack…NO LACK, folks, of entertainment here.

Annie is learning to play chopsticks and other fashionable duets on the keyboard.  It’s fun.  Yes.  All fun and games.  Until Annie gets scared and turns the keyboard upward towards the wall and runs off howling.  Annie’s a good sport, though, and allows us to drag her right back to start piano practice all over again.  (After a treat, of course.)

Once Annie finishes with her piano lesson, she is really and truly pooped.  She gets in the purple chair and spreads out like royalty.  The only thing that moves would be Annie’s eyes.  Don’t enter a staring contest with her!  No!  You’ll lose.  Unless someone has food close by, and then you’ll win.   Well, actually, it’s really no contest if someone has food close by.  Actually you need to be careful and move out of the way if someone has food close by.   (Did I mention that a beagle lives for food?)

On a more homey, crafty note, I’ve been working on Michaela’s school notebooks.  I have 4th grade yet to put together, as well as 1st grade, and of course will tie up what she did from 7th grade here at home. 

The apartment is coming together.  It’s fun shopping for things we need, but boy howdy do I have to stay on a budget!  LOL.  That part is actually a nice challenge for me and I am trying really hard to be patient and wait for just the right thing at just the right price!  Coupons help!  This working 40 hours thing helps out too!  ;)  

Michaela is doing very well in school, by the way.  She’s getting settled in, even if she is tired physically from the new schedule.   I believe this was the perfect choice for us, even if it was a somewhat hard choice to make.   I took her notebooks in for her teachers to see.  Oh how gracious they were in looking at all my stuff!  And acknowledging with great kindess that homeschooling is a different culture.  Homeschooling is a marathon, not a sprint.  You look always at the whole child, whole education, whole life, whole character all the time.  Not that teachers in public school don’t do that, but they obviously only have a child for a year and they obviously have end-of-grade testing which must bear on their decisions.  Anyway, I was very comforted by the gracious attitudes of Michaela’s teachers.

I’m still busy cleaning out.  I’ve been happy to be able to donate some of our books to the school.  You know how I love my books!  But what better place for them than a sweet little school?  I have donated more things to Goodwill.  I have thrown more stuff out.  S-T-U-F-F.  I had a lot of it.  Still have a lot of it.  What a distraction stuff can be.  What a comfort stuff can be!  ;)

Gotta run.  Work calls!  Life calls!

Enjoy this day.

Getting Settled

First, before I say anything else, thank you so very, very much for visiting my little Etsy shop and helping me out!  I promise, dear friends, that I won’t be inviting you to 50% off sales every month.  ;)   This move was unexpected.  That’s all I can say about the move itself, but with the abruptness of it all, I was working from a pay period that was based on part time hours.  What will I do for future months?  As fate would have it, there was another part time position open where I work, so I took that, making me a full-timer.  From here on out…well, I won’t say it will be smooth sailing, but I am looking to make more things for the shop and allow people to visit when they want to.  For now, though, thank you, thank you, thank you. 

Getting settled is what I am working on.  It’s amazing how many things we take for granted in our day-to-day lives.  Even little, material things.  I think of cookie dough and warm cookies.  Oh, but yeah, we need a baking sheet and a spatula.  I offer a can of soup as an easy meal while I am unpacking.  But, oh yeah, we need a can opener.  You get the picture.  John and Michaela and I are getting settled at this  juncture.  We are creating routines with Annie.  (I still cannot believe that she instantly house-trained.  If ever I needed that, it’s right now.)   We are creating routines with each other.   My sweet, oldest boy stopped by yesterday to see how we are making it.  I got a hug yesterday from Big Joe and invited him over.  We are working, working, working on getting settled with this new life we have found ourselves in.

Last night I finished up some hand-held fans for the farmer’s market.  Aren’t they just beautiful!  I love Jessie Wilcox-Smith (you already knew that) and these illustrations were some that I unearthed while moving my craft things.

The gold paper is a heavy gold wall paper that I found at The Scrap Exchange a few months back.  Boy, will I not be going over there as much!  I would have to put a big red X on that clutter free picture from a few days ago.

I know I told you about a bunny find.  Well, Michaela has her own little school/typewriter desk.  It’s built right into the wall, but she needed a bar stool for it.   A regular chair is not tall enough.  The very day that that was written on my list of things to look for, we walked into Goodwill (I promise I was making a donation) and there was this…

Had this been just a frivolous purchase, I would have said, no, no, no.  But this was something we would need and use for a long time, and there was the little bunny, telling me that all is okay and I can still have bunnies, even if they don’t hop and twitch their ears when I refer to them as bun-buns.

I love the green color, and the top of this stool is just too sweet! 

Annie has taken over my nearly worn-out purple chair.  Not sure what she’ll do when Oreo arrives.  Yes, Oreo is coming to live with us, but cats don’t really do what you tell them to, so Oreo had to wait until the  bulk of our furniture was moved.  Poor Oreo.  But I digress.  Oreo considers this to be her chair.  We’ll see what happens when she gets here. 

One last shot of the bunny.  Ohhhh, in the background, look at little newborn baby, fatso Annie beagle.  Isn’t she just a dumpling? 

I talk to her like that.  Yeah, it’s true. 

Michaela says, “MAMA!  You are spoiling that dog rotten!”  But I think that’s good for me and Annie both right now.

I gotta run.  Yesterday was my first real day as a full-timer.  (Sounds sort of like old-timer in my mind.)  I have some things to do this morning before I jump in and tackle another 8 full hours today.  More posts to come. 

Again, thank you.

(This is where my new signature image will go.  When I get it made.)

Lynn

More Garden Pictures

The Reformed Little Wild Garden is coming along.  If only I didn’t have to stop to work.  And cook.  And eat.  

The carpenter had a dumptruck load of mulch delivered for me.  I love that man.  Even if I do have to threaten him with a frying pan every now and then.

Even the rabbits love the carpenter.  Because he lets them live here.  Rent free. 

And he even tolerates me saying things to him like, “Honey, I cannot believe you wanted all these rabbits.” 

“Yeah, right,” he says loudly.  At least he smiles when he says it.

Have we ever had such a springtime crop of chickweed?  I think not! Part of me wants  to let chickweed take over the yard!  The neighborhood!  The world!  I just know it would draw in more garden fairies.  Does it not look simply enchanting—the view under this bench?  But The Little Wild Garden is going for a more refined, even reformed look this year, so out the chickweed went.  Good thing the carpenter has rabbits that I can feed the chickweed to.   I think I need to make a huge infusion and freeze it into “chickweed ice cubes” for summertime use.  It’s such a cooling herb.  What do you think?

The violets are lifting their sleepy little heads after a long winter’s nap.  They look like lovely swans. 

Violets.  Be still my heart.

And more violets.

I’m off to bed.  Be thankful.  And happy. 

Gathering Greens For The Bunnies

It’s a simple task but oh so helpful to me.  I find after being out just a few minutes that I’ve forgotten my troubles.  There’s something about having your hands in green plants, smelling the broken earth and listening to the songs of birds that is good for the heart and soul.

Suddenly I realize that I’m not worried about bills, world news, or being behind in housework or school work.  I’m just me.  Aware of God and how small I am in His big universe, but how much he loves us and has given us. 

Today I am reminding myself to do more things outside.  It does me good.

Might I Suggest…

if you are past the point of babies in your life but are longing for one anyway, get yourself a beagle.  Go ahead.  Do it. 

You can rock your beagle to sleep.  You can call your beagle sweet little baby names.  If you’ve really gone off the deep end you can buy a fancy new sling and carry your darling beagle on walks through the neighborhood.  Granted you won’t meet many people out there on your level (most will be doing the old-fashioned leash thing), but you’ll enjoy having your baby beagle out in the fresh air and you’ll get some exercise too!

If your experience is anything like mine, that case of the baby blues you’ve been tending to will vanish!  In fact, they should just call beagle adoption “Blues Be Gone” because you will no longer have the blues, or at least if you do still have the blues you won’t have time to think about them.  You’ll be busy trying to identify things that you find chewed up under your office chair.  You’ll be cleaning carpets.  All the time.  You’ll be running at breakneck speed to see what the howling’s all about at 10 p.m. when hubby is in bed and does not want to be disturbed.   You’ll be poking stuffing back into freshly chewed holes in your furniture.  My friend, you’ll be too busy to have the blues.

But just in case a little hint of blues comes around, you can get said beagle, wrap her up with you in your around-the-house shawl and cuddle and sing and just take a little nap together.  Beagles love naps.

And food.   And middle aged women who are suckers for more work disguised as cute little green-eyed beagles.

Beagle Etiquette

I was at my desk, hard at work, when I heard something, as my children might say, “out of the corner of my ear,” so I got up and peeped into the kitchen. All of the children were upstairs, mind you, so why in the world did it sound like someone was at the kitchen table eating?

I thought I was curbing this kind of behavior by always keeping the chairs pushed under the table, but apparently beagles don’t think it is necessary to sit down and face the table while eating.  Just look at those wild eyes!   I tried to doctor her eyes up with Gimp, a photo editing program.  First she looked like she had a shark eye.  Then she looked like she had an olive for an eye.  I was laughing so hard that Michaela came over to see what was going on.

“MAMA!!!”  she said, disgusted.  I was informed that Annie is a member of the family and how would I like it if someone put a picture of me on here looking like I had olives for eyes.  Come to think of it, I wouldn’t like that.  At all.  So I backed my corrected self right out of Gimp and posted the unretouched (whatever that means) version of Annie licking the plate on the table. 

I love my life.  And my beagle.  I’ll be sure and wash that plate before you come over.  Okay?

A Hint of Spring

I can truthfully say today that spring is in the air, dear readers, because today in North Carolina it is absolutely gorgeous outside!  It is warm enough that the strong breeze does not bring on a shiver, and that’s saying a lot!  Passing by a college campus today, I saw shorts.  Yes, shorts!  Enjoy it, I said to myself, because it is February and this won’t last forever!

BUT!!  Walking in The Little Wild Garden this morning, I spied daffodils making their way forth from the rich soil hidden beneath the decaying leaves.  Be still my heart!  Little ground, how did you know I needed to see something promising to bloom?  How did you know! 

(Don’t tell anybody I talk to my garden, okay?)

I sat on the steps taking in the birdsong…

Wait.  Did I hear somone whispering that it looks like I’ve been to GW Boutique again?  Well, since you ask.  My newest thrifted skirt, covered in little roses, might seem too springy for February, but it worked today.  I mean, if there are people out in short-shorts, I think I can get by with a cotton, flower-covered skirt!

And Annie, bless her little beagle heart, has been so taken with the weather and the spring-ness of things, she asked if her ears might be tied back fashionably with some purple ribbon.  I think it suits her.  Don’t you?

I think Annie, at this point, totally owns us.  Where did the term “dog owner” come from anyway?

Well, I must go nap.  I simply must.  I have worked today, we’ve had a violin lesson today, and I ran a few errands while we were out.  Normally I would not be so exhausted but my sleep has been just a tad on the restless side the last couple of nights.  My dreams can get pretty crazy, and just last night I dreamed that I was shopping in a really scary dime store where I allowed my son John to get a real live tatoo (without even consulting the carpenter).  The tattoo ended up looking like black suspenders over his shoulders and he did not like it and wanted it removed immedately and the bill was 410.00, and THEN I found out that Michaela had gotten a tattoo without even asking.  I woke up quite exhausted but ready to cry tears of joy that it was only a dream.

Enjoy what remains of the day!

Freedom To Hop

It’s a beautiful, beautiful, sunny, spring-like day here today!  I would love to “be out in it,” but we are all at home today, and mostly inside, due to the fact that the carpenter and I have both finally succumbed to a cold.  We did walk outside together this morning with our coffee cups and look at the bunnies.  I told the carpenter that I was planning at some point to run small-gauge wire around the inside of the garden fence so that the bunnies could get out and run.  He said there was no need.  “They can’t get out of there,” he said.

So we secured the gate closed and made sure there were no cracks around the gate big enough to allow escape, and we let them out.

Gingersnap rests in the sun.  As a result of letting the bunnies out to run, the carpenter noticed that Gingersnap is slightly deformed in his hind legs.  I think they can’t be called splayed, because they don’t really frog-leg out.   They are more turned in.  He can hop pretty fast, but he’s not as agile as the other bunnies.  We love him anyway and he is still our baby.  ;)

Rodruguez rests in the cool dirt.  Oh my goodness, you should have seen his excited scratching and digging in the dirt.  You can still see bits of debris in the fur around his face and paws.  He’s loving this freedom to hop around and carry on like a “wild” bunny.

Peter has probably done the most running of all!  He has been to all four corners of the garden, running and hopping and chasing his brothers. 

Peter ran down from the wheel barrow, stopped to look at me, and took off again.  Hippity hoppity.

Look at Peter go!

Michaela has been out to talk to her bunnies and watch them and admire their beautiful fur, shining in the sun.   These nine bunnies make up, in large part, her something to love, a thing Miss Charlotte Mason recommended for children.   It has been a very good routine for Michaela to have to take care of these rabbits every day!

I am off to drink more hot tea, and maybe some decaf coffee.  I know I shouldn’t, but I’m just craving coffee a lot these days.   I slept 10 hours last night but you wouldn’t know it to look at me.  I look in the mirror and say, “You need more rest!”  Nothing like a cold to cancel out beauty sleep!

Enjoy this day!